Flame

Sitting by the window
Accompanied by my shadow
In a boring room
On a lazy noon
Deep in thought
letting time pass
Lots to do,
But I am hanging around.

Those delicate fingers
taps off the cinders
Fuming into flame; the sparks
Slope of gold and blue and red lurks
The bold face of fire as in hearth
Blown brighter by the breath

Whiff of cold air hits me hard,
I don't know why its sad
The blue blue sky
Is dark and hazy.
I wonder why?
I want to see the bright blue sky
But I just see it dark and hazy

Lots to do,
But I am hanging around.
I am waiting for you
and the blue blue sky...

Image Courtesy: Yours Truly

Verses by: Insignia

Love Hate

You are

A poem I never wanted to write

A fear I never wanted to fight

An ocean I never had the strength to cross

A tear I never wanted to wipe.

You are

A dream that was too good to come true

Illusions, reality, mirages, the old and the new

A passion that had the power to destroy me

A hope that could kill so as to survive without you

Now I run, just to find what I have lost

And to lose whatever I have.

And I run, run away from me

To live, go on just to set you free.

I hate you, for my love cannot go beyond that

And I hate you to continue loving you

It’s my love for my destroyer

And my hatred for the survivor. For the fighter.

PS: These are just random thoughts and they have nothing to do with the dead or alive me.

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I am tired

I am tired

Tired of the words they say

They please you, they praise you, they win your heart

They admire you all the time, making you blind;

They make sure you trust them from the start.

I am tired

Tired of the games they play

They catch you, they push you, they rip you apart

you lose faith, you lose friends, you lose it all you have

They leave you all alone, with a broken heart

I am tired

Tired of the things they do

they stab you in your back and come to console you

They command you, they possess you

you are left at their mercy, they have the last laugh.

You are all alone, nowhere to go

You cannot run, you cannot hide

they make sure you are not even left with the option to die

you are in total darkness, scared of yourself

they have won! won the game they played

Yes I am tired

Tired of losing all over again..